Pain
H wondered why this world is not the same as the world where Sakura lives. Sakura in the world of Tsubasa Chronicle. She has lots of friends who love her. Means the world where Sakura lives is a lot better. There is no cheating and faking. The people in the world are friendly and helpful. And more important, they are full of love. H really tries hard. H needs attention too. Since H is the eldest among the siblings, H longs for attention. H understands that without give first, there is no receive. You must gives first before you receive. H tries hard to give, but it seems effortless. People still don’t receive it. This left H in pain. H wondered, is it because what H gave is not what they want