Hi, my name is Naomi. That’s not my real name.
It’s not important.
I used to dream. Most of the dream is happy and sweet. I felt safe inside my dream. Everyone and everything in the world of my dream is always nice towards me. There are no bad people, no sad ending and no tragedy happens. Everyone live happily forever after in my world.
But, it’s gone. My world inside my dream shattered.
That’s because I already grown up. I know more things around me.
I am not a child anymore. When I was a child, I used to classify the villains in the super heroes TV shows as bad people. Now, I know that there is other type of bad people who doesn’t aim to conquer or destroy the earth. They hurt each other. They hurt me, too, badly. There’s no law against them. That’s why they can do as they like.
Some people are the reason why the world is full of suspicious and ill-intention. I can make friend easily when I was a child. It’s easily to make a good friend at that time.
It’s hard to find a true friend now. I found them, luckily. I am very happy that I still can find them and be friend with them. They are treasure to me and I treasure them. Their number is so little and they are going to extinct soon if I don’t care about them.
I don’t like this new world, honestly. Many bad people are around me. I try to avoid them. I don’t want to get hurt anymore. So, I shut my eyes and my heart. Thus, nobody is going to hurt me. Never.